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[Connector1o1]

This thread is an apology and an explanation for what happened regarding my ban.

First off, I would like to apologize to all the staff members, and members of SSC, I abused the system. Getting banned was my fault, I asked a staff member to ban me and he did what I asked him to do, in no way shape or form was it anyone else's fault, it was mine. I even posted a farewell on my thread "Life". I was angry confused, and I posted a lot I now regret, especially hateful comments on SSC'ers YouTube channels after I received the ban. I now realize all I have done, and I can't apologize enough for how sorry I feel. Banning me was the right decision, after all, I did ask them to. I was stupid for doing that. I'm so sorry, and I'm not saying this just to get back on good terms with you guys, I truly am sorry.
You might think, "Why did you ask him to ban you?" Well, to be honest I guess you could say I didn't want to cause trouble, like I had been. I thought if I was gone, you would all be happy. This was flawed thinking, maybe I was just feeling sorry for myself, but I don't know.
On regards about my life, it's not incredibly unbearable anymore, but I'm not saying my life doesn't have several problems, because it still does. (Who doesn't?)
One last thing, I am incredibly concerned that my ban will cause everyone to look at me differently. I don't want to be looked at as "that guy". I have a feeling I have made everyone see me as the "idiot" of SSC.
Regardless, I just want everyone to know that I am incredibly sorry, and I hope everyone sees this. I definitely want to stay here on SSC, but only if the community will want me to return. Will you guys mind if I come back?
If everyone says it's okay to come back, I will make sure to be extremely careful with what I post, and most of it will be K'nex related.
Please at least no I am trying my best to apologize, it's not easy when you make such a fool of yourself. I really want to stay here, it's a great community and there is no other like it. If any of you, have any questions, PM me. Thank you all for reading this, again I apologize.

Edited by Connector1o1, 11 May 2015 - 02:27 PM.

[Yannick]

Yeah, you're back. I think everybody missed you here, nice that you're back:)

[CartRacer56]

honestly i kinda wanted to leave SSC and be on youtube more than here because you are a dam good friend i must say and a hell of a builder and i apologize for making your ban bigger than it should have been (if u havent seen the longest thread for my posts then u have no idea what im talking about)

edit: in simpler words yes come back and dont leave

[-i!Koozie!i-]

Its great to see you back and I hope you feel welcome here again.

[Jogumpie]

No apologies needed, Evan. Now that you're back, let's get buildin'!

[BGTKing]

Welcome back!

[Connector1o1]

Thank you all! But I'm just curios...
It's not by any chance that you guys all got together and decided to just say welcome back, instead of telling me about how much of a jerk I've been? Because if that's the case I would like to know. I was expecting to get reprimanded and told not to do it again.(Even though I won't do it again). This confuses me.

[The Stig]

You weren't being a jerk, though. And we had a bunch of guys that were upset about you being gone, too.

[Gvus]

Hey man, glad to see you back!

[Coasterman345]

You weren't being a jerk, you were just going through some rough times. Can't wait to see you start building!

[JayketheKid]

Yayayaya, glad your back. Honestly I didn't even notice you being a jerk like you said. Matter of fact I thought of you as the kindest person since you sent me a message when those tornadoes nearly went through my town. Let's just say we all are glad your back!